February 2010
81 posts
lady gaga is really annoying
woops.
the west coast resents the east coast right now
russttg:
identical-tricks:
WTF the awards aren’t even on until 8
It’s only 6.
I thought all the big awards stuff like that was just broadcast live anyways?
It is definitely not live for us.
the west coast resents the east coast right now
WTF the awards aren’t even on until 8
It’s only 6.
January 2010
72 posts
identical-tricks
emilyfbr:
Hi! Thanks for the follow! :)
You’re welcome, haha
We weren’t there for five minutes, was that the plan? We’ve been around for nearly two decades but that doesn’t even matter when those five minutes are utilized poorly on our behalf. I don’t fucking know if it was five minutes. Maybe ten. Maybe three hours. It doesn’t even matter right now. the point is that knowing I wasn’t there for that short period of time...
Honey, let me sing you a song - Matt Hires
Really...
Funerals can’t be good. You can’t wear color without feeling like shit, though it’s the request of the dead person. Said dead human, ha.You can’t laugh or look at the sun without feeling like the only asshole there. That’s how it always is, never fails. You can’t cry without feeling like the only person there that actually liked the dead friend. Funerals are so...
WOW
Of course I’d get the sign called “here’s your period, the gift of fertility and love from God so all your plans to get physical are put to a sudden halt when you want them MOST.”
love those signs, especially when they pop up right in the midst of the longest lecture of life in general. Woops everything just gets better and better.
But wisdom is bleak
And that’s a word from the wise
I don’t think Jenner knows when to quit talking. She’s my roommate and one of my three, count them THREE friends in college. wwwwwwwwwwow my life is pathetic.
He invited me
This weekend to a family barbeque. I miss his mom, she’s amazing ha. It’s his cousin’s birthday like saturday or whatever.
I need to prove to him somehow that Jason is always going to be out of my life. I’ll never go back.
It worked, but only slightly.
You're going away
For a year and no one can say I didn’t know this was coming. Like I didn’t know you’d leave me. Just like everyone else does. But you don’t even care, do you? We don’t talk anymore and it hurts, you were like the sunshine in my constant fog. Does that even make sense? Everyone back at home is always dismal about depressing shit, but not you. You make the best of...
american idol
is so much worse than So you think you can dance.
But anyways it’s fun watching sucky singers
A little hen
It’s so weird how everyone on the planet that I know in person can be such a big bitch and in reality I only click with like 4 people. I suppose. But whats weirder is that one of my favorite people on the planet is someone I’ve never met in person, but we click so much. So here I just pretend she moved across the country for college.
lalala
I'm obsessed
With Doodle Jump from my itouch. I couldn’t stop playing it in class omg. I need to be a better student fml.
So much homework and I woke up late so I didn’t have time for breakfast, and I didn’t get lunch. I need to eat nownownow.
I got in a car accident this morning.
Well I don’t think it counts as a car accident. It wasn’t that big of a deal.
but yeah. lol
It doesn’t mean anything when I try to get happy. Nothing is ever done right and if it works, it’s done in vain. I’ll never let myself get the the selfish point where I forget about him. Too many things are slipping away. Why have I forgotten the silly little things he says? This is fucking with my brain. I’ll do anything to hear them again. His voice and his laugh....
Saints can suck my cock.
so i was going for a lollipop
dancingnancies:
likeadrunkbutnot:
i picked up a red one until i realized the only other one left was the brown one. so i said “i dont want to end my lollipop eating career with a shit chocolate lollipop” so i put the red one down and just finished suffering through the brown one.
Chocolate Tootsie Pops are my favorite kind. ;-;
or the worst kind out of all flavors. My favorite is...
LOL DYING
omg
so
embarrassing
She called me last night, drunk.
“is dom there?” “yeah mom, dom’s with me at school” “I KNEW IT”
She gets drunk more than I do. lol my life sucks.
It's funny
that we’re back to this phase where I don’t believe a single piece of shit you say. Im never going to trust you again
everyone
on psc pisses me the fuck off, all the time idk why.
well almost everyone.
fucking prozies
my meds make me hungry almost all the time. I’m not kidding it’s so noticeable to me and I hate that. I literally just had dinner at around 6:30 and now it’s midnight. I’m so hungry right now I feel like I could throw up.
I hate this so much. I need to sleep before I eat, lol.
No matter what I say or do I’ll still feel you here until the moment I’m gone. You hold me without touch. You keep me without chains. I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign.
Gravity - Sarah Bareilles
Remember?
Do you remember when we sat outside on halloween in sophomore year all night while you told donna and I about everything then about awhile later you said it was a mistake telling donna. I know you guys didn’t get along, but who really does get along with her other than me and a select few? She didn’t, and never would repeat anything said that night. I’m doubting she even...
PLEASE
Tell me why it’s storming in Malibu.
fml.
Just hope your Heaven sent, and you’re Hell proof
I can’t believe she’s sick
Hurt Locker
It’s good so far. It will probably be sad.
I don’t feel secure anymore. Not in myself or any of my life. I feel like nothing has a point anymore. Doing what I love doesn’t make me happy now. I’m stuck in the fog I can’t get out of.
I did 5 hours of homework
Before realizing there was no class tomorrow. But it actually made me happier because now I’ve got nothing really tomorrow.
I’m going to watch a movie.
FUCK men
no. I guess fuck me;
why am i such a bad person. this would be so much easier if i just made the average human choices
it's okay.
it shouldnt matter but it does.
That’s completely my fault.
I like having class early in the morning
I hate waking up early but I love having work done before most people. It’s a really satisfying feeling. I just wish I had a day off besides the weekend. It seems like almost everyone gets a day off. Yeah that’d be perfect ha.
AH
I don’t recommend industrial piercings. Both of the piercings ripped out of my ear in a matter of months. Ripped out is the wrong phrase, more like merged out. Maybe that’s my ear’s fault.
But basically my ear is fucked.
Morgan Freeman
My creative writing teacher for a day?
Loving that idea.
He wont surrender he’d rather give up a rib to break
Only been studying for an hour. Ah not even close to done. Needing Payson now.
“Discuss several important psychological and/or sociological theories concerning crime and their implications for public policy from chapter 1 in a short 4-5 page essay.”
okay. should be easy. except not because chapter 1 is like 40 pages omg;-;...
I keep
drooling, it’s beginning to be a problem I think. Bailey just told me I keep drooling when I’m angry.
uh oh.
oh okay
it’s like pretending to understand will make me feel better. But before I even have to meet people, I know that they wont understand. Sort of a given and I’m unwilling to accept if someone actually does get it. Pushing away the people who don’t understand is too easy, I’m accustomed to it. But pushing away the people who do understand is when you know I’m down too...
You
ruin a lot, mostly everything actually. I can blame that on you because I don’t know why. I guess because you’re not around to defend yourself and it just doesn’t matter. Nothing does. He told us to write our life stories. That was an order. He said he’s not a rude person, he’d just never know if we made stuff up or left the too-depressing-to-talk-about details out,...
Internally
I would have loved to go to Jason when I had the chance over break. It was like him and the memories were haunting me the whole time. lol haunting, so weird but true.
Whatever, Crime and Delinquency 9 to 11 Psychological testing and assesment 12 to 2
fml….
Now jump into your grave
do you dig what I dug?
I’m judging you based on nothing really, but I don’t care and you do. So why do you even stick around? I test you but don’t test me. In reality we’re two different people, coming from way different pasts that neither of us will ever understand about each other. You know it, and I know it but I’m the only one that would actually say it to your...
winter break is over
class at 10 to 11:30. Death, Dying, and Bearevement. Then Creative writing from 12 to 2:30
I’m pretty excited for this semester. Lets nix the social life idea, my roommate doesn’t count because she lives with me. And it’s not like I really had other friends. I still like Kyle so, yeah but that will be interesting since his roommate is Andrew. awkwarrrd. But yeah if I had a 4.0...
chances lost
he knows im used to this, not a big deal darling
stopheresarah:
“my manic & i” - laura...
svu
all night, bitches
Ask him "what's wrong?"
He’ll say “no, it’s nothing”
I know there’s a reason for this but I don’t foresee myself ever knowing why. Not even Cody can make me whole again. Lori’s eyes scream ‘pain’ and I can’t even describe how obvious it is. She’s not as good at hiding it as I am. I think. But who knows, maybe everyone else thinks opposite. I’m...
ha
this college is hilarious, thinking it’s funny to charge me this much for books.
A Primer on Crime and Delinquency Theory - used, $25.00 Composition, English Creative writing - used $20.00 Everything You Need to Know About Creative Writing: But Knowing Isn’t Everything… - used $38.00 Understanding Death, Dying, and Bearevement - new $120.00 Dying, Death, and Bereavement in Social Work...