December 2009
25 posts
Trell is
lucky I haven’t even called Jason since I’ve been here. Did he fucking forget?
Dec 31st
“Through the veins’ of the fiends, a paper chaser’s pager, yeah,...”
– Lupe Fiasco
Dec 31st
ListenChantelle showed me this song. It’s so...
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
Dec 30th
I dream about you
And I see you in my heart I see you when I write, I see you in his eyes I see you in pain, suffering. Sometimes I don’t find that I’ve got much else engraved to my soul other than you. Or lack thereof.
Dec 30th
“Don’t worry, about a thing. ‘cause every little thing is going to be...”
– Bob Marley
Dec 29th
la da da da
you’re so odd so so so odd.
Dec 27th
Today was...
Today. Just today. Christmas. Our father’s birth. It is to be celebrated, right Daniel? Where were you today? Why weren’t you at the table on my team while we played square? You know who’s team I was on? Dominiques. Fuck that, you’re not supposed to ditch me today. Or ever. I was alone, relatively. I still don’t think anyone knows what our secret sign was. And no...
Dec 26th
Merry Christmas
Daniel, I want Friday to be a happy day. Happy fifteen months Daniel, I haven’t talked to you in fifteen months. I haven’t seen you or hugged you or laughed with you, in fifteen months. I still miss it. I miss your smile that lit up any mood. I miss your laugh that made everyone else laugh. I miss your stories. Deep stories. Or not so much. I miss the way you cared about the people you...
Dec 24th
SHIT
I JUST MADE A LONG LNG LONG POST AND IT DELETED. UGH TUMBLR SUCKS
Dec 24th
My sob story
goes on forever, right? And who is to blame besides me? No one, because I was given the chance of a lifetime to be happy. I probably still have that chance, but I’m blowing it. Completely blowing it. You don’t even understand. No one does though. And YES that’s how I feel. Bitter. So whatever though, I’ve got Andrew who likes me. And I like him, he’s nicer than ha...
Dec 23rd
If it makes you less sad,
I will die by your hand. lalala great song, sad song. I wonder if My Sister’s Keeper is good, well I’m going to go watch it.. At 11:11pm. My birthday Daniel’s. 11/11/90 odd, right?
Dec 22nd
I think Columbus
knew what addiction meant.
Dec 21st
Cody
Doesn’t ruin anything, I promise he makes it all better.
Dec 21st
I miss Neha.
I miss Cris and Manu. I miss Daniel, and I miss Rascal. I miss Jorelle and Jason. I miss Cody and Andrew. I miss Mr. DeEtte and Jayson I miss the ruined souls in this fucking city.
Dec 20th
“this is where they take their tricks”
– Mom
Dec 20th
“No I’m not mad, hell no I’m not sad ‘cause I’ve been...”
– dreamydream
Dec 20th
people
feed off of my anxiety, i think. and what will happen when it’s gone.
Dec 20th
I like to think
that my life is perfect. That all lives are perfect. I like to utilize my time thinking about Daniel because he used to make me happy. How often did he make me unhappy? Almost never. My life is not perfect though, not even close. But why didn’t I realize how happy he actually made me? Why didn’t I figure that I’d be a wreck without him?
Dec 20th
its snowing
in Britain. and I’m jealous because I love snow and havent seen it since daniel was with me to see it too. hm.
Dec 19th
heh
Is there any reason as to why I post on Tumblr but no one reads it? lolol so awkward..
Dec 16th
Go waves..
Men’s basketball is 4-8… I think that’s correct. WE NEED A LITTLE HELP. We lost five games in a row. That’s kind of sad.
Dec 16th
I don't understand
why Tumblr is so popular.
Dec 16th
blogs are so
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Dec 16th